Some time ago, I dreamed of feasting merrily
With dear acquaintances I wished were closer friends
And, dreaming, heard a choir sing a favorite song
As I let Christmas gaiety wash over me.
Time and again, I dreamed this dream for months or weeks,
But once I inked my pen and let a poem flow forth
That drew on that nostalgic, melancholy dream,
It never came again, and all I could recall
(Beyond its lasting charge of bittersweet emotion,
Or a snatch of melody from time to time)
Was one still, silent image of that table, bare
Of feast or decorations, friends or even light,
As if the gathering (and dream) had never been—
Or, just as in a fairy-tale, I’d not believed.
Oh, Lord, if any dreams come true, help me believe!
I wrote this sometime in the last week, thinking of the dream that became the poem “On Time”. The fairy tale I mention in the last lines is, of course, The Princess and the Goblin.
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- “Stories” (shinecycle.wordpress.com)
- Poetry Archive: Volume VI: Melancholy/Longing (Part 10) (shinecycle.wordpress.com)